February 2010
Dance Rant
Rascals
If Rascals were a body, I’m sure this is how it be made up.
Christian is the head. The brain and the source of knowledge. He sees where we are headed next and thinks of ways to get there. Without him we wouldn’t be where we are now. We wouldn’t even be Rascals.
JR is the body. The core of the group. Most of our dances come from him and so does our training. Most...
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if u had a son, what would u name him? and when are u gonna get married??
If i had a son I would name him Toy, so I could tell my coworkers that I had to go home and play with my Toy. hahaha >.< ok i know lame. And I’m getting married when the time is right duh.
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does ur milkshake bring all the boys to the yard?
not lately…my milkshake spoiled :(
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have you ever been a fan of the musical RENT? if so, do you still listen to the songs, either in the car, on your iPod, or have the soundtracks of the show or movie?
truth be told, I’ve never watched it. Always wanted to but never got a chance to. I’m a fan of musicals so I’m sure I’ll like it.
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January 2010
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hey boo!!!! how’s your body treating you with all the activities you been doing? and man I’m proud that your doing your thing I can’t wait till I get my full body massage =)
hey boo. It’s doing ok. I’m actually working it out a lot more. hahaha I can give you a full body any time ;) miss ya
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I heard you and Christian were mad at people who left Rascals. why would you get mad at someone who is trying to learn different styles of choreography?
First of all I was only mad at them for being unprofessional and telling everyone else before telling their directors about their decision. Second of all I’m only sad that they decided that our style wasn’t right...
Life Rant
I need another job. But I don’t know if my body can handle it. My life is so hectic. Thankfully, the daily massages are keeping me balanced.
I just want to run away.
And spend my time worrying more about what I should do next instead of what I need to do.
But alas I have responsibilities that I must fulfill.
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Life Rant
It’s 8 days til my birthday and I’m not terribly excited at all. This year my birthday is going to bring change. Change that I don’t truly want, but can’t avoid.
If I disappear for awhile, don’t miss me too much k? I’m just taking care of life.
Life Rant
I’ve never felt so disrespected and disgusted in my life. Learn to respect boundaries. Fucker.
But whatever it’s over now and as long as it doesn’t ever happen again, I’ll forgive and forget.
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r u in fasa?
Nope, I just perform when they need dancers.
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what’s been bothering you lately?
A lot of things actually. My private stuff aside, I’m bothered that I feel like I’ve forgotten how to make others happy. I’ve been focusing on myself for so long that I kinda forgot how to make others smile. I don’t even know if im even fun around anymore.
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“Dance is the only art wherein we ourselves are the stuff in which it is made.”
– Anonymous
Life Rant
Had a good cry last night and a good vent. Made me realize something.
Life Rant
Sacrifice.
My chest hurts and my heart is dying. But it doesn’t matter to me.
Because I sacrifice everything to make ~ and • and everyone else happy.
Life Rant
Risk. For definition look below.
I’ve risked exposing my true self by letting out my feelings today. Only for ~ to turn away and leave me. I’ve never felt more the fool.
I’m risking hope. I’m getting despair.
Im scared of • because I feel like I’m not good enough for you anymore. Like I shouldn’t belong in your life.
I’m scared to take risks...
Risk
To laugh is to risk appearing the fool
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement.
To express feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas or dreams before the crowd is to risk their loss.
To live is to risk not bein loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair.
To try is to risk failure.
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Life Rant
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Why are ninjas better than pirates?
Because ninjas kill without making a ruckus. Sure being loud and obnoxious can be fun at times. But people know who to blame when someone dies. When you’re a ninja and you kill silently, you never have to clean up after yourself and can lead a double life because they can never blame you.
who do you like right now?
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how was your day?
it was decent. Not the best not the worst. Probably one of the most amusing days though.
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who is under your bed?
uh…crap now I gotta look before I go sleep…Thanks…
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Written Word
Fear
It’s a very common disease. It nibbles at your very soul. Slowly devouring you, freezing you in your tracks. Slowly denying you freedom, limiting your every move.
It’s power over you can destroy you. It grows without fail. From person to person, it’s source varies. From person to person, it’s strength changes.
It’s weakness is rare to find. It can only be...
Life Rant
Hecka proud of myself. Today was a productive, yet lazy day. Woke up and ate. Did laundry and mopped. Thats right world! I did chores on my own accord!
But the best part was taking Chris’s class. The first class of the year for me. I’m definitely not scared anymore. Let’s go! Showed the first part of my choreo to Rachel and Cheesy and they actually liked it. Shweet! gotta clean...
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Life/Dance Rant
It feels good to finally dance again, and when I say dance I mean REALLY dance. Not that half ass bullshit, but pure, excited, full out dancing. I’ve been so scared for so long that even those 5 minutes of going full out for me was just damn exhilarating. I just have to keep this up. I know this is only the first step. I need to make sure I can conquer this fear every time.
The closer for...
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would you do anything with a girl (whom you had a history with) if she was currently dating someone? basically would you be “the other guy” with a girl you used to be THE GUY with?
Never. There’s no arguing that. Too much drama.
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what was your favorite part of summer of 09? :]
duh! the time home alone with my good friends.
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Feels Good
Random Customer: "You're very nice."
Me: "Oh thank you."
Random Customer: "No, I mean it. Most retail employees are jerks."
Inner thought: "Wow, guess I'm finally doing life right."
“For attractive lips,speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good...”
– Audrey Hepburn (via nakedwords)
Life Rant
I had a good talk last night with Jennifer Vicente. I love her. She’s like another sister to me. I have a lot of friends and a lot of acquaintances, but I’m glad when I can find the people I can really trust.
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who shot first han or greedo?
Han…ok Brit you’re gonna hate me for this but I never saw Episodes 5 and 6…I had to google that shit…I’m so ashamed!!!
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Life Rant
I had to switch the picture background on my phone to a more darker tone to remind myself that things aren’t ok yet. My face on my picture actually looks like it’s telling me to stop beating myself down and to just push through it. Or else I’m going to just make things worse.